ALMIGHTY and most merciful Father,
We have erred and strayed from your ways like lost sheep,
We have followed too much the devices and desires of our own hearts,
We have offended against your holy laws,
We have left undone those things which we ought to have done,
And we have done those things which we ought not to have done,
And there is no health in us:
But you, O Lord, have mercy upon us miserable offenders;
Spare them, O God, which confess their faults,
Restore them that are penitent,
According to your promises declared unto mankind in Christ Jesu our Lord:
And grant, O most merciful Father, for his sake,
That we may hereafter live a godly, righteous, and sober life,
To the glory of your holy Name. Amen.

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I’ve always liked this version from the 1662 Prayer Book, particularly the lines I have bolded above. I am a Catholic, and our Act of Contrition, while perfectly adequate, lacks the poetry of the Anglican version. If you know the author P D James, she titled one of her books from the Anglican version – “Devices and Desires.”

The Catholic version:

O MY GOD,  I am heartily sorry for having offended Thee, and I detest all my sins because I dread the loss of Heaven and the pains of Hell; but most of all because they offend Thee, my God, Who art all-good and deserving of all my love. I firmly resolve, with the help of Thy grace, to confess my sins, to do penance, and to amend my life. Amen.

Who are you rooting for today? I’m going for Chicago and New England. And I am so glad at least one of these games will be played outdoors – chilly Chicago – old time football!

Today it is very cold here in the Northeast US. Windy as heck, and now, some snow flurries. It is a good day to be inside with books and TV and family visitors.

Tomorrow we have a great football day to look forward to.

Continuing the old age theme… I promise tomorrow I will move to happier topics – books and films and favorite actors. (Yes, that is Russell Crowe with me in the side bar picture)

When death comes
like the hungry bear in autumn;
when death comes and takes all the bright coins from his purse

to buy me, and snaps the purse shut;
when death comes
like the measles-pox;

when death comes
like an iceberg between the shoulder blades,

I want to step through the door full of curiosity, wondering:
what is it going to be like, that cottage of darkness?

And therefore I look upon everything
as a brotherhood and a sisterhood,
and I look upon time as no more than an idea,
and I consider eternity as another possibility,

and I think of each life as a flower, as common
as a field daisy, and as singular,

and each name a comfortable music in the mouth
tending as all music does, toward silence,

and each body a lion of courage, and something
precious to the earth.

When it’s over, I want to say: all my life
I was a bride married to amazement.
I was the bridegroom, taking the world into my arms.

When it is over, I don’t want to wonder
if I have made of my life something particular, and real.
I don’t want to find myself sighing and frightened,
or full of argument.

I don’t want to end up simply having visited this world.

…that growing older (I am 74 years old) has its compensations and its downside. The downside is the physical loss. More medications – more body parts that don’t work the way they should – a bit more depression….

The upside is having family around you – children who are loving, a husband who is still around after 40 plus years, and grandchildren!! Wonderful grandchildren - to make me young again when they are around.

Heart concerns and aches and pains all disappear when my two year old Griffin visits. He grabs my hand and says “Come, grandma,” and we go – Up to the computer (He loves animals, especially giraffes, and the computer is chock full of images for him) - To a favorite toy or a new book. I am willing to follow wherever he wants to lead – and I get younger by the minute. That’s a bit of a miracle, I’d say.

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